I can't belive this

I am actually blogging... I hope i spelt that right!! I don't know why I am doing this, I don't expect anyone to read this.

Ugh life is so stressful, just when I thought it had finally reached a idk.. a point of getting better, it found a way to be thrown violently back in my face. Choir seriously has taken a good 3 years off my life this year its ridiculous, and I am starting to wonder if it is really worth the fight I have been putting up. I love it don't get me wrong but I am so tired of fighting for something that so many people want to see fail and something that so many people will refuse to fight for.

On a different note I saw twilight today and am now utterly inspired to become a vampire, or wright a novel that will start such a craze and make me tons of money, I haven't decided which path to go with. Oh I wish Edward was real.